COYOTE BLOOD
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Volcano Chain
Rant #8012
Mind Full
Consider the Otter
What is alive? What is true?
are her stripes alive?
we are all just trying
or fighting change.
inner sensations emerge,
formed at the intersection of childhood memories
Monday mornings in an endless February
New York NY 10031
Emo Song
lets catch up
and not talk
about cancer
I can't change
the past
and I don't have
any answers
but i can
make you laugh...
let’s talk about music
that saved us
in bedrooms with the lights off
when the world felt smaller
and survivable
I know there’s a shadow
in every room now
I know it hums
behind every sentence
but for one night
let me be
the guy with the punchline
not the diagnosis
call me
we’ll sit in the wreckage
and pretend it’s just
another Friday
I can’t fix this
I can’t outrun it
but I can still
make you laugh
like the ending
isn’t written yet.
What the fuck is going on inside my body?
engine ticking
some old song leaking through the speakers
trying to read
the same paragraph
for the fifth time
chemo brain—
like somebody rearranged
the furniture in my skull
and won’t give me the map
it’s getting harder
to pretend this is ordinary
harder to act like
the body isn’t running
a side hustle of betrayal
i eat crackers
because they’re neutral
because they don’t argue
because the stomach has become
a small, suspicious country
life keeps moving—
traffic lights,
coffee cups,
people checking their phones
and inside me
cells are holding meetings
I wasn’t invited to
what the fuck
is going on in there
i’d just like
to clock out of this skin
for a minute
and come back
to something
recognizable.
Having a Tough Rewrite
Breviloquent
And feel my chest as I breathe.
Inside is a heart
And a bunch of other shit.
It’s just a muscle
But it carries the weight of my world.
Stupid little thing,
Keeping me alive.
And I’m here just adding books
To my Amazon cart.
And farting in Walmart sheets
While she is in the shower.
Maybe I’ll eat a bunch of cake,
Add to the arteries’ story.
She/We
the belated tide
roses are red
and I am not dead.
sorry, Longfellow,
I got shit to do!
when I find myself
swimming in your sea,
i say this is heaven.
so I wont be meeting you
in hell.
Poem
Tensword
i put the CAN in cancer...
Asking What's For Dinner At Breakfast
Teeth in Heart
I was laying in bed,
wondering if she notices these little reminders.
I’m still here counting the quiet like it answers anything at all.
There’s a train rolling somewhere past the treeline,
it don’t stop here no more.
The screen door’s humming like a nervous witness,
dust dancing on the floor.
I got a coffee going cold on the nightstand,
got your name caught in my throat,
like a harmonica bent out of key
on a long and lonesome note.
They say time is a clean white highway,
but mine’s full of side roads and sparks.
Every sign points straight to the future,
but the rearview’s lit up in the dark.
You left your poems on the rumbler,
like evidence I can’t ignore.
Teeth in heart, babe, teeth in heart,
and I’m bleeding metaphors.
The radio’s preaching redemption,
the preacher’s asking for cash,
I’m thumbing through saints and strangers
in a paperback smelling like ash.
If love’s just a ghost in the circuitry,
flickering blue in the night,
why does it bite like a memory
and glow like a dashboard light?
bad half dollar
I don't know no snakes
I will make it up to you.
I will give you three wishes.
Let me have all the days
Let me stand at the kitchen sink,

















