Going to the Oncologist on Groundhog Day

Drove to Boca 100 times today,
passed a Thai place in Deerfield Beach
where a gorgeous girl works. 

Forgot to send her
my favorite Tom Petty song
back in 2023. 

She still thinks her job defines her,
and I still think 
I could bartend. 

I am so glad I don't 
work in a restaurant
in 2026.

The service in South Florida sucks;
it's mostly girls in leggings calling me 'bruh'
or boys in shorts scrolling their phones.

I pass an Arby's 
and crank up 'Walls' by Tom Petty, 
from the "She's The One" soundtrack.

I read her poems
in the waiting room,
with my mask and beanie on. 

Cancer should change me
like a giant epipheral party
in my egoless soul.

But I can still be petty,
especially in traffic, 
with no place to put good news.