I want to die on a hill of tiny courages.

I put my grief
into the spine
and line breaks
of poems.

I listen to strength
in songs
when everything
goes dark. 

Might fuck around
and forgive myself
for not knowing better
and doing my best
with the tools I had
at the time. 

Here I am...

Blasting my silly little music 
and creating my silly little daydreams,
so I don't lose my silly little mind.

I want to die on a hill
of tiny courages.