what is the best knife to fight with?

There's reasons for heavy hearts
This past year, I thought I was broken
beyond repair.

This year will get worse 
before it gets better.
You look so nice in a tank top
We should go to Montreal more often.

I never wanna miss you this bad
I never meant to scare you like that
Sometimes I feel just like my dad,
and I never even met him.

I never saw the garden in that.
Why work so hard if you can't fall back?
Then I remember, I rely too much upon
My heavy heart.

I never wanna miss you like that.
I really had to run out my bag.
My hand on the small of your back.

I really watched God in that
Watching how I braced for impact.
Then I remember, I rely too much upon
My heavy heart.