apologies to anyone who ever thought I was cool only to discover I am just a weird little fellow

there is so much to live for.
there is so much to die for. 
I rip tear myself open 
wanting them equally.

even in the darkest times,
will there be dancing?
hundo p!

the human obsession with "purpose"
may just be a distraction
from the absurdity of existence,
but at least I found mine.