of music podcasts,
I've used comedy
as a defense mechanism
since I was just a boy...
this middle is more
confusing than I expected,
what with all the adulting,
and now stairwells turn me on...
trying to picture my life
a year from now,
but I can't see it
so that is what makes me
the most scared...
and so I joke
about the unknown,
because there aren’t a lot of books
about cancer for men like me.