ataraxia

I want to be a dumb ditch digger,
but I fall in love too easily.

I want to be quiet,
but I can't shut the fuck up. 

I want to side with Jung,
but I don't know if I am confirmation bias.

I want to be happy,
but maybe I already am.

I want to be Chet Baker,
but I don't have any of the skill or lasting legacy

I want to be still,
but I can't stop moving.