Cherchez la femme

I like the name Tove...

she looks like the girlfriend
of the villain in a ski movie,
a child of the kindly west,
I wonder what color her eyes
will be in Germany. 

a Bachelor's degree in philosophy,
we are both kind of obsessed 
with this song.

discoveries change how your life
looks at the world.

I tell her I want to date someone funny,
but not fun.

I want her to make dark, witty jokes
under her breath with me,
while sitting miserably 
in the corner of a concert
that I dragged her to. 

she cracks a joke 
about Becky Gelke, 
and a mystery can be resolved 
by identifying a femme fatale.

I sleep in her sheets;
she sleeps in my shirt.
I sleep in her silence;
she sleeps in my shoulder.

tomorrow, I will tell her
I love someone else,
because tonight I love her.

mixing her mysteries with mine. 
Tove, tall and blonde,
with brown eyebrows.

I can't take my eyes 
off her collar bones;
they are the sexiest thing
I have ever known. 

sitting on the sober hearth,
she cuts the Beauty and the Beast bandaid
from my scary hand
with the same knife
that I accidentally cut myself with. 

in that moment,
I want her mystery
to be me.

I promise to never 
read over her shoulder.
She promises to listen 
to my music recommendations
always immediately.