Hi, Kendra Jean,
this is Ryan...Marcel...Buynak.
(awkward stammering).
Ummm, just want to make sure you are okay,
because while I don't get why
you read my dumb blog
I truly always hope you are well
and not far from laughter.
(awkward joke)
Something seems different these days,
and I wonder if you feel it, too,
or if you are just bored at your folks' house?
I understand the dark side of nostalgia,
especially within the weird existence
between Christmas and New Year's.
(awkwardly searching for the right words)
I miss you, I really do,
but in the way that I just want
to make you laugh a bunch again.
(Loud gulp)
Please, consider calling me.
I love...cake?
Shit.
(click, regret)
Bye, Kendra Jean.