Posturing Poem

I wish I didn't call
and leave that dumb message.
I won't call again
(for another year and a half).

Even as a bumbling dumb-dumb,
it's so tough not trying.
You have no idea
how much courage that took.

If you've ever thought about it,
don't hesitate to hit me up. 
We can't ever be together,
but maybe we can be friends.