drew the courage you have sown in just minutes

to courage it, 
to absolutely love it:
life is a lesson
in losing. 

like Enid wrote,
I want to be 
an endless bag
of potato chips. 

I am synchronicity's
punching bag instead,
beat up by moments
and reminders. 

when chaos changes you,
when love leaves,
it all happens hard,
because it's all part of a heavy adventure.