Self Care?

I feel bad I am not listening to...
I feel bad that I am not reading...

I don't feel bad sitting on the couch,
wasting a day or two, 
especially after so much travel
and choreographed chaos. 

Gonna treat myself
to a cookie cake this weekend,
and some Ruffles,
maybe a Tinder date 
(that hopefully ends well in a stairwell)

I don't feel bad being selfish
in my hope for something simple, better.