Maybe Toronto

haven't read a book in six weeks.
looked at pages, but haven't lived in them.
the weekend wants us to be...something. 
gonna try to watch Mortal Kombat tonight.
my request for an author copy has expired.
I feel like I need a hug that lasts a month.
yeah, I am walking and wanting cookies. 
nothing new in my pandemic pendulum. 
after a bath, I'll listen to the neighbor stomp. 
north is nothing but invisible juice. 
from bellwoods where her problems hatch. 
she turns me on with her honest sadness.
the textmessages boggle my mind a bit. 
maybe the group is right, maybe she loves me. 
she would have wrecked me when we were twenty.