my eyes open and thus another day begins.

breakfast of acupuncture.
hiding missing her.

the sun reminding me.
the clock reminding me.
my breath reminding me.

existence is only real.
sometimes when existing.


question the answers,
be the the future;
never now.

pick someone else to blind.
emulsify to multiply.

drunk on explanations.
sober on remember-whens.

I regret it.
to this day.

last resort.
before I put on shorts.