Do I Still Get To Wake Up In The Morning?

I grieve Bobby Cox,
though I thought the baseball legend
had died years ago

Watching filler shows,
like The Rookie,
because they're easy

Scrolling for doom,
during,
finding green guns

Curious how 1999
feels like ten years ago
but 2020 feels like fifty lifetimes

Why me
comes to mind
as I grab at anything.