time is a vehement opponent

some people know i have cancer

and haven't reached out,

but I don't care about them,

I just want to hear from her.

I still think those playlists

that I made a her 
are some of my best work,

especially the one with the last bison.

back when being young 

meant something,

when she struck me like lightning

in the winter of 2012.

And even now, 

when silence stretches long,
I imagine she remembers me
in a world that will forget me.