in a world that’s exhausting and wearying,
I’ve made a concerted effort to create artistic habits
that are private and I don’t share,
online or otherwise.
somethings should just be for you.
I have historically never made consistent money off of my art;
My practice has been very self-directed and self-generated...
therefore super self-rewarding.
I am an unwitting passenger on currents of history
that are infinitely larger than and entirely indifferent toward me,
which hews the closest to how I really feel
about endings or death or life or whatever,
but it is all mine, mistakes and all.