and the new Idles album today, just to split myself in half,
embrace two of the 6 (hundred and sixty-six) sides of me.
my confidence is reflected in the music I rock:
when I was drunk and morose, it was all sad bastard folk music,
but now it is punk and hip hop and soul, baby!
the day job is doing better, the script is coming along,
the rough illustrations for the kids book are drafted in the doc,
the life of a working writer is a barnstormer rollercoaster.
my body is a socialist, because it works for the heart,
my brain is moving faster than before,
and right now Ryan feels good and valued in the universe.
I wish I could make this drug called confidence last,
but the wind will shift and the conceit will shift,
but I know how to get it and use it now...without excuses.