Happy New Year, Kendra Jean

Are you back in Brooklyn,
feeling the blues?
I tried. 

And I will probably always try
by writing these "poems"
and sending secret books. 

Can you help me
think of a synonym 
for sad that starts with an N?

I hope these silly correspondences 
make you feel something,
anything like longing. 

Are you back in New York?
Curious why you didn't 
stay in Kentucky through NYE.

I hope your resolutions
become jealous
of what you actually accomplish. 

While I wish 
you would call or blog,
I understand...