memories have bad timing

they just creep in
when you are crying in the shower
about something else
and trying to enjoy your coffee
without getting shower water in it. 

suddenly, you are thinking about
the time you found weed in Brooklyn
which leads to the time 
you hooked up with a girl
in a stairwell in Manhattan.

time travel exists
but it is a tease
because it only happens 
when you don't want it to,
and it's just a feeling.