Selfless Confidence

I used to talk a lot about
selfish confidence as
a solipsistic badge of bravery...

I used to talk a lot about
music and smells
being time machines...

I used to talk a lot about
making tomorrow taste like
many memories and enjoyable regrets.

I used to talk a lot about
making tomorrow feel like
today's cocktail of anger and anxiety.

I used to talk about a lot
of things but everything is fixable
even the stuff I didn't do.