Welp, I reckon I tried.

can't blame a fella
for being a continued idiot
cuz've love.

after all, 
it takes ignorance
to never give up. 

I tried 
my dumb heart out,
but it's all hocus, anyhow. 

cold showers 
can't cure this,
neither can new lovers. 

mornings find me
minding my heart,
missing her like crazy.

just a teaboy 
with half-opened books,
I may never stop with the poems and hope.

unrequited at best, 
ignored at least,
but it's not up to me, dear.