no lists tonight, just chaos.
I will throw one of Lauren's shoes out the window.
and staple one of Jeremy's shirts to the ceiling.
listen to The Psychedelic Furs.
damn dogs of heaven.
already tearing me apart.
from new job to new crush.
it never ends.
going to the doctor today.
nothing scary.
just inconvenient maintenance.
and wasted time.
my confidence is shot.
I want to be young.
25 again, preferably.
I want to lose something and not care.
after the podcast.
I will dance naked.
watch whatever I want.
eat junk food and not do the dishes.