somehow feels like yesterday and 100 years ago

No matter how far you're removed,
the memories will remain fresh,
but also foreign.

The internet told me 
that it's been almost a year
since I saw you,
as if I am unaware.

I remember being excited
to talk to you every night 
after your gym routine,
building to your birthday in October.

if we are the universe experiencing itself,
then this is a loop
and yesterday was a hundred years ago.

I miss you like crazy,
we were dazzling once.

Not forgotten
or passed over at the proper time.
Things marched,
sufficient, to that end.