to be mildly let down
every single day.
I wake up,
brush my teeth,
walk downstairs,
put on music,
put away the dishes
from last night.
Make coffee,
note that coffee
and toothpaste
don't mix
again.
Then,
I hop on my laptop,
go through the motions:
email, last night's writings,
her blog and nada.
I do this everyday,
minus the dishes,
and I don't know why.