Where Are You Right Now?

Somewhere warm?
Safe?
Next to someone you love?

I did my best
to save you,
but...

I am just
six feet of geek,
waiting for you.

Today, I got an email
from a Kendra
and it stopped my heart.

Thank fucking Hashem
it wasn't you,
because I wouldn't know what to do. 

Thanks for reading
Sylvia Plath to me
in my dreams.