to make you laugh;
it's my only weapon.
I expect you.
one night I thought it was you.
shiver in light.
in the dream I was shower
and you came into the shower.
however, it was terrifying,
because I didn't know you were even here.
even heavy things
get easier to carry,
or at least offer smiles
in between lifts.
if by no means than the lightness felt
in your body when your feelings are validated.