later's aforementioned

I sit awkwardly close
to a musician as she plays
and I begrudgingly fall in love with her.

but I don't want to fall in love with her,
not because she isn't great,
because I don't want to fall in love with anyone these days. 

I know what yesterday will bring,
as tomorrow amused us already,
and I was a tender object living in her house. 

writing forever only Sylvia,
she sings the song of myself,
it's almost always never.