Do you care? Am I loved? Are you listening?

I’m bored.
I don’t know what to do most days.
So I search for a borrowed muse
To jumpstart my heart.

Never finding anything.

Now, hours later,
I feel like I am having a cold panic attack.
I’m just going to eat some blue icing
And go to bed.


I don’t want to dream of her anymore.
I want to move on.
But the days are boring
And Wyoming is far.