Shower of Owls

she wants to name her daughter Petra,
and I forget what she wants to name her son. 

I hope she can forgive me
as I make amends, most important. 

finally read Harry Potter, the first one;
I'll probably stop there.

she was supposed to buy me a copy for my birthday,
but instead she disappeared and I died (again).

coming back to life is good,
and I am at peace, but what if?