still love you lots and lots

I wish you had stayed,
but you swayed.

you'd like my undercut, 
and the fuzzy feel of the back of my neck. 

plus I look good, 
and I ain't even braggin'. 

I was weak back then,
but the Uber drove too fast. 

oh, how we danced 
in your apartment and my earring got caught in your hair.

I feel faded, 
and the land is lost. 

you said you would never leave
and now I am filled with worry. 

watching basketball,
wishing for more wishes. 

reading Moby Dick like a dickhead,
just to impress you. 

this month is painful,
but pleasant in more ways that six six six.