don't let me go

You beat me. 
You win.
I forgive you.
My heart is yours. 
Forever. 
And it sucks to realize that hard fact. 

KJ, I am not the awful things you want me to be. 
my knuckles barely bleed profusely. 
I sliced my pinky this week on accident. 
on the the bottom.
of a modern desk.
when I was not looking or thinking of you.