New Year's Eve is Just Another Night

this year has been good.
this year has been bad. 
this year has been great. 
this year has been shit. 

but that's every year, really. 
aside from the goddamn global pandemic. 
I got to revisit the love of my life. 
and think twice about how I conduct my choices. 

not gonna make it to midnight tonight. 
gonna go to sleep early.
but next year is already great.
because of work and new, poetic love. 

so I am gonna go shoot guns into the atmosphere.
with icon303 and wonder what happens.
to the bullets when they plummet back to the earth. 
but the real question is...should I wear shoes tomorrow at all?