I still feel like I am in the ocean.

My mind believes my body.
Still swaying with the waves and stingrays.
Up and down, perpetually.
Washing away worry and regret.
Meditating the days from dark.

Hours later in sad chair.
I am still moving. 
Rolling and bouncing.
Between shore and more.
Where freedom truly exists.

Present tense is a farce.
Because it is fleeting.
Moments mean the past.
Now is an illusion.
But sometimes.

with the right eyes.
you can see forever.
in a smile.
in a horizon line.
maybe in left over motion.