Feel Better Blues

I feel good this evening,
which scares me.

Why is that?

Why do we get nervous
when things are good?

It's the fear of it not lasting.
It's the fear of it never coming back.

Tonight, I feel good and confident,
and that is terrifying. 

Do you feel like that sometimes?

There is a little bit
of guilt in there, too,
especially with the way
of the world right now.

I'm sorry for being
a little bit happy.