recovered ballerina thief in an early morning life vest

Quitting feels so big
just as sleep feels so small,
and after three car accidents
we’re both mad at me, physically.

The unbeatable strength of
a call-to-action pigeon romance,
where eyebrow sweat becomes strength,
and if I wasn't so tired I would have brought you Taco Bell.

I have a stupid poem show tomorrow
and I want to fuck you, but I will probably fuck it up,
ending the night with garage masturbation
and something called Poetry. 

What a tired today brings is beyond me,
especially when I say I am happy when I am not,
and I got Hanukkah on my mind, 
but the rest of Hollywood to figure it out.