Poem

I just want to hold open elevators for my neighbors.
and get nervous when my computer makes a hissing sound.
but when I hear you in the dark, I will follow the world to be.
while the ship is beside my side, I don't know how to explode.
be weightless before I see your gorgeous face.
I laugh because I can't find my way or weight.
or suit-of-armor out-of-this.
and I will always know your name.
exercised in my shame, drunk vs. a slam dunk.
and then I see your face, I soak it with my blood.
and I can't find my way out of it, before I gave up on it all.
only, you're a reminder, but once again, you're lucky that you died. 
say you want to sit down now with men while I am stumbling.