I listen to Ted Leo and the Pharmacists.
which might help me to survive this mission.
I like my own writing, lately.
Is that arrogant to say?
garage doors should have big peepholes.
peepholes is a weird werd, people.
look me in the eye when I say it.
cigarettes to feel forgiven.
celebrate the elevation
and silence as the only kindness
I can
revenge.
I am sorry you barely slept;
I am bad at it, too.
trust me.
now, of course, I am listening to Devendra Banhart
and dreaming of the Upper East Side,
but soon I will take a cold shower,
and drive recklessly fast
to you,
and sign your book
before the stairs.