if you get this tonight.
you can text me.
I am awake.
and I am sober.
you hold the scissors.
so cut this.
if you want to.
if not, do something.
brave and build.
like a hammer.
or the opposite.
forget the past.
forge the future.
I won't bother.
you in your old room.
with the Harrison Ford photo.
but I am laughing.
and wishing.