Bulldozer

I fought this Elton John song
that came on
and made me sway
until I realized what I was doing
and how it made me happy.

I don’t want to be happy today.
I don’t want to be sad either.
I just want to be indifferent tomorrow.
And have another day of nothing.
in terms of emotions.

A day without worry or anxiety.
A day without back flavor.
A day of just being
An entity of a monk.

After Walgreens,
I went back home
to puddy around
in silence of the mind,
a quiet heart,
and a nothing soul not singing.

find out.
just not together.
at the resistance.
a bulldozer.
devil bastards.