I woke up today
with butterflies in my belly
for the first time
in a very long time.
I want her so bad.
I want her in every way.
I want her ego,
and I want to fight for forever.
Whatever that means,
I want it;
days and nights
love and fights.
I don't have a plan,
but I know what I want,
who I want,
and nothing else matters.