Now Once Again

up all night.
writing dumb poems.
like this.
texting my lady.
out of TV and drink.

the airport is soon.
hugging me.
distracting my anxieties.
with adrenaline.
and nothing more.

dear pilot.
get me to the ground.
in New York City.
or Fort Lauderdale.
be brave.
I will share my drugs with you.

watching.
true love in some sort of end.
cracking my knuckles.
I practice memories.
hearts are like avocados.

this lime of night.
I call you up.
before the airport.
before the desk.
just to be present.
in your everything.
better than your Netflix.