to ohio in a coma

I am an evasive soul
with resentment
from love 
maybe lost or left out 
in the cold car port. 

I die each night
with waking taste
of blackberries,
carrying myself
to myself. 

I never married,
but I have value 
in entrances of demons, 
dumb savages,
clogged ears, etc. 

on a plane to cleveland
I lost control
and let it all go,
by thought of Kendra Jean
and mean youth.

as virulence shatters
I come to in the Cinncinatti airport
on the Kentucky side
of the river
and give up in mortal sweat. 

January is a giant mask,
adored by fears,
feared by adorations,
but the sun looks good
and Florida is teaching me again to travel.