watching from window
as she puts on makeup.
with five minutes left.
we broke our backs.
to spend more money.
than either of us.
have ever had.
Lesson: Who Fucking Cares.
not me. not anymore.
not about this.
just about dumb shit.
like printers and gas stations.
smudges on this laptop.
also I thought it was lab top for way too long.
I am dumb.
and don't don't deserve her.