I look at my hands as I write
and I know I am getting old.
goddamnit.
holy devils.
I wish I were 23 and me again.
but I am not and never will be.
which it even sadder.
I also had to Google
the word "sadder".
double dare you to look at your fingers.
those 30-something fingers are probably gross.
Jesus fucking Christ.
I also can't even believe it's almost December.
Fuck me.