what am I making love for?

Brian just inspired me,
even though some days I want to die a sweet death.
Maybe get hit by a bus in front of a ton of people I know.
That'll show them.

Other days I am reminded
to be inspired
by little cracks in the sidewalk,
text messages, songs and sonnets.

I am not even close
to being amazing,
but I want to be more than just
an asshole.

we all have darkness and light,
Star Wars taught us that,
and I can't wait to go back
to New York City and get in trouble.