these days, those dude blues

I don't even want to really date someone.
I just really want a friend with benefits who will laugh at my lame jokes.

There is nothing we can do about life.
Except dance.
It's too late to figure out.
I want to be loud.
But I also want to be polite.

I don't even want to really date someone.
I just really want a friend with benefits who will give me blowjobs.

There is nothing we can do about how we feel.
Except accept certain things.
Like regret and the fight in right eyes.
Left with lessons and lookbacks.
In which we go back in time, time and again.

I don't want to love someone ever again.
I just really want to be reminded that I can, like it is a tiny door of possible.