feel free to stab me

I have many scars.
and I just added two more;
one on my face,
one on my ego, slightly. 

I wish I cared more,
especially about soul disfigurement. 
That's a thing, right?
Well, now it is. 

Feel free to use that,
and feel free to stab me,
because it doesn't hurt anymore,
even though I wish it did.