not knowing where I was.
my hands hurt.
I was asleep in dreams of reading.
the rumbler rambles on.
I get off at 86th street.
I stand still.
Hoping I don't die today.
Better to be better.
eating guava alone.
watching Netflix.
waiting on Chinese food.
praying no one talks to me.
wishing for rain.
but I was not I'm NYC.
I am bleeding in Cincinnati.
open your heart
open your hands.
I am really trying to live.
I am really trying.
to make it through the night.
I am trying to save you tonight.