the last time I was completely lost

rain on my skin.
crime plus music.
Wilmington, North Carolina.

ironing my clothes.
keeping me trying.
apartment complex.

the Whole Foods.
near the army base.
the fruit and beer there.

cracking knuckles.
skateboarding with cops.
done and deleting notes.

old demo music.
old emo bullshit.
haircuts.

find my beach.
locate your reach.
I am still the one who is blocked by boulders.